Im so fucking pissed right now that I want to bawl my eyes out!
I just realized this morning that I accidently forgot to do a listenting assignment for my online class. The listenting assignment was due yesterday.
Now I will get a 0 for the grade. My grade will drop from a high A to a mid-to low B! I fucking want an A damn it!!!!
I have to have a 3.0 gpa average to keep one of my loans. Thanks to failing nursing school, I already received one warning. If, I don't receive a 3.0 gpa this semester, I won't get any more money to pay for school! :bawl
Told my mom and dad about it. She said I have too much free time to forget an assignment. She also rambled a bit on how my loans are paying for college and how I will eventually need to pay it back. Thanks for the lovely comments mom! I already knew that! Dad just sits back in his chair and says nothing.
I'm doing okay in my other classes except for General Chem Part 2. Have a second test on Thursday that I need to study for. I bombed the first exam. Luckily, a girl who sits next to me offered her help so I'm going to take it. I really don't want to take Chem 2 over again during the summer.
I realise that I have a procrastination problem. I like to lounge too much and have low motivation to do things, especially if I'm not doing so hot in a class. I just getting sick of being reminded too many times that I have this problem, especially by mom. I'm also sick off getting pressure from my mom to do well in my classes.
And as of today, I'm now 23. Happy birthday to me!
Sorry, if I sounded very childish. I really needed to get this rant out of head. Advice is welcome.