Leaning toward childfree Wrote:
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> This is a little lengthy:
> Actually, I'm trying to DEBUNK the theory (or
> should I say stereotype) that only children are
> narcissists. My sweetest cousin is an only child,
> one of my best friends is an only child, and the
> two narcissists I know are brothers. But I've
> heard "oh, only children are
> spoiled/narcissistic/etc." Which makes me wonder,
> how can people think this? I would think that the
> with the amount of only children in the world,
> they can't ALL be narcissistic (unhealthy
> narcissistic, that is, you have an excellent point
> that I should have been more clear). It's insane.
> I know a lot of CF people are only children, at
> least those I notice on this board, and on the
> True Confessions Snark board. So that's what makes
> me wonder if there is a correlation.
> I am interested in the only child/genius link
> because somebody mentioned to me that as an only
> child, he spent a lot of time with adults, who
> have more intellectual interests (generally) than
> children. Which makes sense, and there's also
> undivided attention and resources, as mentioned
> here.
> And I'm not talking about having no children
> because I'm asking people who are born, and are
> obviously not from families with no children. If
> you exist, it stands to reason that you have
> parents, and they decided whether to have one
> child or more than one. It's really sort of how
> sibling dynamics effected YOUR choice.
Thanks for clearing that up. Good luck trying to shake people and wake them up. People persist in believing that children will make them happy, when study after study has shown that the opposite is true. I suppose you could define "truth" as "what a lot of people believe to be true". They want to believe that only children must be spoiled and selfish. They want to believe that loving couples without children must have been only children (and thus spoiled and selfish).
You'll have quite an uphill battle if you wish to convince them that CF people are not aliens and non-persons.
To answer a few more of your questions:
I never really thought about the pros and cons of having siblings. I could not even speculate what kind of added value or loss of value they would bring to my life. I tended to operate alone regardless of who was around. Dealing with people and their needs wiped me out, and I would go somewhere solitary to recharge and do my own thing.
I never really wanted siblings. I had some step siblings eventually, but I didn't live with them most of the time. My parents were both so self-absorbed that there wasn't enough love and attention to go around for one child, much less many.
Having been raised thus, I have a high chance of passing on my maladaptive behaviors to impressionable young minds in my care. Any child of mine would have a high chance of becoming an extreme narcissist, not because of birth order or only-child status, but because I have been raised to serve narcissists. The child would analyze the power dynamic between us and assume (correctly) that s/he could get away with attempting to rule the roost. It's another good reason I don't want children. Inflicting this sort of multi-generational mind poison on them seems cruel.
I took an IQ test (the WISC-R) when I was 5, and I scored higher than the top score (which was 155 for that version of the test). My IQ is thus recorded for posterity only as "156++". (Keep in mind that the only IQ test capable of testing for IQs higher than this is the deprecated and antiquated Stanford-Binet test, which takes ages to administer.) I have no idea what "++" means or how much higher the examiner felt my score could be. Am I a genius? I would have difficulty describing myself as one. You will have to draw your own conclusions.
Thanks for getting this far.