Has anyone else here ever had those times where you look at teenage or just younger aged photos of an older friend, who has grown life destroyers & grandparasites, then heard more about their pre-life script years, that implied that they have mostly forgotten who they are at heart, were happier, not quite as socially indoctrinated, & were, well, more interesting? It really makes one think of what could have been, had they either not gotten somewhat poisoned by sentimentalist famblee shit, or not followed the life script at all.
I'm not saying that they are an asshole breeder, & total bore, just somewhat oxytocin poisoned & misguided by biased, sentimentalist famblee is everything bullshit. Its evident to me, that little fleeting flashes of who he really is, occasionally reveals itself, through the somewhat vapid, famblee fwendly, famblee is his world, watering-himself-down-interact-with-the-grandparasites-&-enjoying-it, guy. Its somewhat sad to see how this friend seemed to be cooler, less socially indoctrinated, happier, & valued friendship as much or nearly as much as famblee. Again, he was not an complete asshole, but he ran himself around for famblee, despite being a relatively preoccupied business man, while barely giving me the time of day. Even if he honestly enjoyed famblee everything, he could have better balanced it out with life outside of it, aside from his business.
It also sickens me to know the friend has had past marital problems, that to me, were evidently not totally his fault, & has had problems that he wouldn't have had if he wasn't a Christian(Not that Christianity alone, is a bad thing), so he, without seeking details, inevitably put himself through bullshit, rather than telling society to fuck off, & allow him to deal with things in his life in truly the best way possible, rather than the most feel good, dysfunction encouraging, society approved way. I'm not trying to totally bash him. He had a good heart, & did think for himself to some degree. I just thought this would be an interesting discussion. I know I'm not literally the only one who has had this experience.