Thank god I'm going on vacation tomorrow, but I just had to post this to get any opinions/advice I could from you all before I flew the coop....
This is a someone who I kind of like, but really disapprove of how she's raising her child to be a mouth breathing video junky. She does not refer to her child as (the boy), though that would be funny, it is my change. Anyway, I got this note from her, and I'm kind of getting the..."We do all this work for you ungrateful person, and while you don't HAVE to come, we did do all this work..." sort of vibe. My comments/further information are in brackets.
So it's that time of the year again, when we are once again, planning a birthday celebration for (the boy). I had thought we'd skip this year given my "condition," but this is the first year that (the boy) is really asking to have a party, so I feel like we should go for it!
[Her condition? She's due to give birth a week after the party. Why is the boy asking for it? Because they've done it every year for the past 3 years without his asking]
I wanted to send you a note to let you know that you are very much invited to come to his birthday party and we'd love to have you. With that said, I have to let you know that I unfortunately happened to read your blog at some point last year in which you made some less than positive remarks about both your invitation to and attendance of (the boy's) birthday party last year. Naturally, I was pretty bothered by it and had thought about saying something to you about it, but realized there wasn't much to say - you're certainly entitled to your feelings and to express those feelings however you want to in a public forum. It was hurtful though to read your thoughts about my invitation to you to (the boy's) party and to see that you came, not so much because you wanted to be there, but more so out of an obligation.
[I do appreciate her not getting all bent out of shape over my commentary on the worst parts of the party, but seriously? Of course I came out of obligation and not because I really wanted to be there. Everyone knows I don't like children's parties...BUT ALL of our mutual friends went, as well as DH, so wouldn't it have seemed odd/rude that I would have been the only one to NOT show up?]
We have these parties for (the boy) because for us, it truly is a celebration of the life of a human being that has brought us so much joy - a lot of stress and challenges too, but all of which are outweighed by the incredible amount of happiness that he brings to us every day. These parties are quite a bit of work for us (and this year, will take extra effort on my part as I'm due 10 days after) but we feel ilt all worth it. We see these parties as a means to celebrate his life with friends and family and we hope that those who come, share this sentiment to some degree or another.
[It's awesome that she goes all out to try to make a fun party for adults and children, but the fact remains she is CHOOSING to do it because she can't say no. You don't have to invite everyone you know to a party for a 4 year old, and certainly, as she had read on my blog, I would not be offended if she didn't go out of her way to invite me, especially this far out of her way]
So, please feel welcome to come to (the boy's) party, but I am hoping that if you do decide to come, it is not because you feel like you have to. Please come because you want to. And conversely, if the mere thought of being at a gathering where there will be other kids (maybe crying, maybe running around and doing annoying kid-things) just isn't your thing, I certainly don't hold that against you and would completely understand if you decided to decline the invitation altogether. Just because I have a kid doesn't mean I like them all the time.
[It's isn't that the mere thought, it's the needle like pain in my eye that develops after a certain amount of time with shrieking children that isn't my thing.]
So, what do I do? Do I go, or not? ALL the mutual friends & DH will be going again, so my absence will be noted, and I'm sure I'll be titled with the "crabby child hater" crown. I have no viable excuse to get me out of it legitimately.
"It truly is the one commonality that every designation of humans you can think of has, there's at least one asshole."
--Me