Ok, I know this has been coming for awhile now, but we still have managed to draw one name (adult) each and trade gifts like that the past 5 or 6 years. The parents/aunts/uncles have also ALWAYS sent each of us money during the month of December as well. It has now been decided though, effective immediately, that it will be "easier" on EVERYONE if we just don't even draw names this year and "only get presents for the kyds" in the famblee. Furthermore, since one kyd (age 14) has won some regional citizenship award or something and is going to Australia for two weeks this summer, and ANOTHER kyd (age 9) is competing in a Lake Placid ice skating event, that ANY and all "Christmas money" will now go to those lofty endeavors as well in the form of cash gifts to those parents, instead of wasting it on any adults who don't have kyds.
I want to make it perfectly clear that I do not give a shit if I get any presents or money and futhermore, I don't need anything, but rather it's the principal of it that I hate. I don't happen to think it's fair for anyone to "donate" what would have normally been MY present (or money) to a sister or cousin (we are talking about thousands of dollars here) JUST because they have a kyd and I do not. I think that it's a clear cut case of discrimination of the worst kind. NEITHER of these moomies work and are SAHM, and I don't think that they should allow their kyds to get involved in activities if they can't afford them. I think that they CAN afford it, judging by their lifestyles, homes, spending habits, etc.....The one kyd needs close to 10k for her trip and the other, including famblee hotel room/food/travel/costumes, etc.....will cost at LEAST 5k, which aunts, uncles, and parents are all too happy to pay.
I can't help but wonder where all of their checkbooks were when I have had financial problems in years past? Where were their checkbooks when I was needing money for various endeavors that were important to ME? These mother fuckers didn't open their wallets for ME to go on trips when I was a kyd, *****I****** was expected to earn or raise my OWN money from girl scout camp (I sold butter cookies door to door, through rain, sleet, snow and hail) to various musical competitions ( early morning donut sales to grouchy old men in the neighborhood with hangovers)to other numerous "competitions which required traveling and raising money (I walked uphill a mile in the snow one way each day to pay for that shit) Now though, they are just handing over HUGE amounts of money, hand over fist, to all of these second generation replicants and I do not think there is anything fair about it in the least.
I realize that I sound greedy and maybe I am, but this whole mess just PISSES me off royally. In addition, of course I am expected to give every fucking kyd a present. There are 9 cousins including my sisters and myself, and a total of 8 kyds with me being the only CF on this side of the famblee and one breeder pleasing childLESS sister. Therefore, in addition to involuntarily "donating" what would have been MY present, I am expected to buy for all of those kyds, but I have no kyd to get a gift in return. I find this HIGHLY wrong and it deeply offends me, but I am not surprised and can't believe it took this long for it to finally happen. The oldest kyd is 16 and the youngest is 5, I think, so unless they change the rules, I have about ten years or so left on this sentence before I am eligible for parole.
Merry fucking Christmas