Eat Pray Love and Bitter Moos January 13, 2011 | Registered: 19 years ago Posts: 9,200 |
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Elizabeth Gilbert
I was hiding in the bathroom for something like the forty-seventh consecutive night, and — just as during all those nights before — I was sobbing. Sobbing so hard, in fact, that a great lake of tears and snot was spreading before me on the bathroom tiles, a veritable Lake Inferior (if you will) of all my shame and fear and confusion and grief.
I don’t want to be married anymore.
I was trying so hard not to know this, but the truth kept insisting itselfto me.
I don’t want to be married anymore. I don’t want to live in this big house. I don’t want to have a baby.
But I was supposed to want to have a baby. I was thirty-one years old. My husband and I —who had been together for eight years, married for six — had built our entire life around the common expectation that, after passing the doddering old age of thirty, I would want to settle down and have children. By then, we mutually anticipated, I would have grown weary of traveling and would be happy to live in a big, busy household full of children and homemade quilts, with a garden in the backyard and a cozy stew bubbling on the stovetop. (The fact that this was a fairly accurate portrait of my own mother is a quick indicator of how difficult it once was for me to tell the difference between myself and the powerful woman who had raised me.) But I didn’t — as I was appalled to be finding out — want any of these things. Instead, as my twenties had come to a close, that deadline of THIRTY had loomed over me like a death sentence, and I discovered that I did not want to be pregnant. I kept waiting to want to have a baby, but it didn’t happen. And I know what it feels like to want something, believe me. I well know what desire feels like. But it wasn’t there. Moreover, I couldn’t stop thinking about what my sister had said to me once, as she was breast-feeding her firstborn: “Having a baby is like getting a tattoo on your face. You really need to be certain it’s what you want before you commit.â€
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Elle Magazine
I point out that a decade later, she has ended up in a seemingly similar situation (husband, house, small town) to the one she fled. “You know, it’s a very similar-looking situation, but the problem was the marriage and…not wanting to have children,†she says. “In the book, I was unable or unwilling to talk directly [about] what the problems were…for a million reasons, from I don’t think people should have to fucking read that, to I’m scared I’m gonna get sued…to I don’t have the right to tell one side of a very confusing story.†And she’s still not interested in defending herself against the finger waggers—and sometimes even sympathizes with them. “When people have made other choices, when they’ve stuck through their own bitterness and disappointments, I think, understandably, it can seem very irritating to them that somebody else blew off what they didn’t,†she says. “The angriest letter I’ve ever gotten was someone who was like, ‘You don’t think I was on the bathroom floor too? You don’t think that I fucking hate my life? Well, I stayed with it, bitch!’ And I was like, ‘Well, good for you!’â€
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kidlesskim
I don't understand why when 25 years down the road that the moo-cunts finally realize and/or admit that they made a mistake with following the life script, that they go on to be doting and helicopter grandmoos to the next set. This only opens them up to being the first choice for the free baybee sitting gigs. I have seen it time and time again. They get married at 18-20, have a houseful of brats and when they reach 40 they are FINALLY shed of all of the bullshit. Then, even though they rejoice in their empty nestdom, they are just DELIGHTED when the first grand litter comes along and the whole vicious mess just starts all over. I have never understood that. There are GREAT grandmoos raising kyds these day and to a regretful lifescript follower that would seem to be a fate worse than death. Why don't they just leave the state? I know that I would.
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They often bitch, whine, moan and even cry about their sucky lives but they just keep doing the same thing, pretending they don't have a choice.
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Didn't this woman take her husband to the cleaners and use the divorce proceeds to flit around the world? If that's true, I'd be loath to hold her up as a symbol of independence.
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Miss_Hannigan
Didn't this woman take her husband to the cleaners and use the divorce proceeds to flit around the world? If that's true, I'd be loath to hold her up as a symbol of independence.
It was actually the other way around. Her trip was financed by a book advance, the ex (a breeder wannabe) wanted a shitload of money for the divorce and is remarried to a Canadian diplomat who gave him his goldensons. Another "she was CF while he thrives on Kodak Moments" situation.
Her current marriage: she made him sign a prenup.
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Now I'll have to rent this even tho I thought I would not have any interest in it.
I finally got SATC2 based on something posted on this board, thought I would have to grit my teeth thru it, & LUV'd it!!!
The whole SATC2 is very CF!
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Now I'll have to rent this even tho I thought I would not have any interest in it.
I finally got SATC2 based on something posted on this board, thought I would have to grit my teeth thru it, & LUV'd it!!!
The whole SATC2 is very CF!
Thank you for letting me know about EPL...I always love empowering movies that show people going against the lifescript and succeeding
I absolutely LOVED SATC2. It had horrible reviews (probably from moos and the like) so I went in with low expectations, and found myself totally delighted by the movie! I have such a girlcrush on Samantha Jones, because she wears her CF so well...I hope I look half as good as her at 52
The only part I didn't care for was the Charlotte Goldenblatt cosleeping with brats scenes. I wonder if they couldn't have found an uglier brat to play Rose. Poor child reminded me of one of those Sea Hags from Popeye.