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Well, I've calmed down since and managed to talk to my mother about it without screaming bloody murder. I'm definitely going to see my doctor about it, 'cause whatever I'm trying right now plainly isn't working. As much as I distrust doctors, I don't think I've got any other choice.
I'm still not taken with the idea of medication. Ha, bit of an understatement; I'm terrified of the idea of taking them. Particularly after all the horror stories I've heard of the side-effects and long-term effects.
Ah well. I'm still disappointed with myself for not being able to handle the issue on my own.
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One problem: I HATE exercise. All of it. I almost cry if I'm forced to do anything physical. The few times I attempted anything resembling exercise, I felt so stupid I stopped immediately. Going out running is completely out of the question.
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All right. I've decided to accept medication. I realise now that I'm not going to beat it any other way. If I keep going like this, it'll go away eventually but it will come back. So I'm going to see my doctor about it. I feel nervous at the prospect of not being depressed any more, which makes so sense, but I'm going through with it. I think 13 years is quite long enough.
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All right. I've decided to accept medication. I realise now that I'm not going to beat it any other way. If I keep going like this, it'll go away eventually but it will come back. So I'm going to see my doctor about it. I feel nervous at the prospect of not being depressed any more, which makes so sense, but I'm going through with it. I think 13 years is quite long enough. smiling
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This'll probably come across as attention-seeking, but I don't care any more. I tried to kill myself today. And I couldn't do it. I chickened out. How pathetic is that? I can't even get that right, it's not fair. I've pretty much been in bed all day (missed a day of class, so I'm feeling guilty about that too), putting up with the vile disgusting harpy that gave birth to me. She asked me how I was feeling once today, I replied I was feeling bad, and she rolled her eyes and shook her head. Fucking whore. I wish she was dead. Either her or me, anyway. Fuck it, me and her. We both have it coming.
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ETA: It took years of medication changes and therapy, but I'm living a full, happy life now. It may take some time for you to get out of this, but with proper care, you can do it. I don't know you very well, but I have a feeling you are a very strong person.