"I wanted so badly to hold him with no clothes against my bare chest. I wasn't able to do that. He had passed either in the night or just that morning before the shower so he looked good but was starting to show signs of deterioration. I won't go into any other detail for now but I will say that I wish that I could have done that. However, I smelled him and carressed EVERY part of him over and over. I licked him and put his fingers in my mouth. I needed to experience every part of him. My other babies had always put their little hands in my mouth as infants so I wanted to have the same with him. It was my only chance."
There is some strange shit going on here, but I see some potential clues which may shed some light on the circumstances and specifics of this corpse assault, which of course only make it more gross and undeniably weird.
1) Says she can NOT place his naked body against her bare chest, so therefore he must be clothed and she must be unable to undress him (and/or herself) for some reason, such as the fear of being caught. Therefore, I think this "infant" is in the hospital.
2)She speaks of "before THE shower", as if it is a scheduled event, such as would be expected if a person is a patient in a hospital. So, I think that she was a patient as well, possibly in a prison hospital or some sort or maybe a nuthouse hospital.
3)If he had only just died in the past few hours, rigamortis had likely not yet begun, so this "deterioration" must have been mouth and eyes open, and possibly he had shitted, pissed, and/or vomited all over himself.
4)When she says she caressed and/or licked "EVERY" part of him, I read this a necrophillia, or at least a form of it involving
molestation of his genitalia.
5)When she says that she "wanted to experience every part of him", and that this was her "last chance", that is proof positive that she was expecting another person to be entering the room at any time, which further leads me to believe that she was in an institutional setting, rather than at home. If she had been at home then she would have had unlimited time alone with his corpse and little-no fear of being "discovered". Even if there was a baybee daddy expected, she could have easily said the kyd was asleep and bided her time until duddy left.
Yeah, I think that this cadaver licking woman was already in a nuthouse (exactly where she belongs) and I bet that they have cameras in those rooms as well. If so, she will probably stay locked up for QUITE some time. We can always hope so.