Attention whoring breeder wonders disingenuously if she should have protected her kids from reality TV December 19, 2010 | Registered: 13 years ago Posts: 12,440 |
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Obviously it's hard not to be amazed by your child's talent, but it seems hers is obvious to other people. A top casting director once rushed up to me after Hero had sung in a cathedral in the south of France insisting that she hadn't seen that quality since casting a young Kate Winslet. More recently, when Hero was recording some solos for a CD of hymns, a music producer who won an Ivor Novello award and has worked with many children, including Charlotte Church, told me that Hero was the most talented and professional child he had ever worked with.
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This reads like one of the awful Christmas letters that my parents get from other people bragging about the achievements of their children under the guise of giving "news".
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The idea of sex with another man loomed. I categorically believed that I was incapable of making love to anyone other than Simon. I could not imagine touching, let alone sleeping, with anybody else.
It was a feeling very much tied up with the fact that he was the father of my children. Once I slept with another man I would be breaking so much more than my bond with one other person; I would be facing the reality that my family was fractured irrevocably.
But I knew I could never escape from the memory of Simon until I had dissolved the sexual bond that existed between us.
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I'd been in relationships almost continuously from my 20s and had lost any ability to be on my own. The marital home was a temporary building site with boarded-up holes where windows should be and I was utterly terrified. My husband Simon and I had met in Blundeston Prison in the mid-Nineties.
I was a marquess's daughter with a privileged upbringing, an acting career and a flat in Notting Hill. Simon was an armed robber serving nine years who'd grown up on a council estate.
But in the confines of the prison walls, our very different upbringings didn't matter. As part of the acting workshop I ran in the prison, he played a handsome Macbeth to my Lady Macbeth.
Despite family and friends decrying the match, after a 15-month romance, we married. We went on to have a daughter, Hero, seven, and a son, Tybalt, six, and bought a disused church in Snowdonia. It could have been idyllic. The problems came when I discovered Simon's drug habit, then his affair.
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He seemed to love me and want to be with me. He poured attention on me constantly and it seemed a match made in heaven.
But an anger lurked beneath the surface. In the morning he was always bright and breezy and wanted me to shower him with delightful kisses. I was more prone to grunting but did my best to appease him with a laboured peck on the cheek.
My lack of gushing affection began to cause cracks in his perfect veneer. One morning when I gave him too sleepy a kiss he smashed my cutlery on the floor and stormed out.
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He said: "As I spent more time with Magda, it was an easier relationship than I had with Alice at the time.
"We didn't have the worries, the history, we didn't have any arguments.
"More and more it was Magda I had the fun with, who wanted the same things as me, who joked about the same things as me and Alice became more alienated.
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Simon, also a former lance-corporal with the Royal Welch Fusiliers, says he felt more and more neglected by Alice, who spent much of her time with the children.
He said: "There are two double beds and the children and Alice were in one and I was in the other. We were quite hostile towards each other and I felt angry.
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Six weeks later, after much soul-searching, Lady Alice allowed the man who had betrayed her back into their home, a converted chapel in Capel Curig.
The children missed him and, as a way of earning money, she paid him a salary to look after the kids.
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Then, last week, my parenting went horribly wrong. I screamed at Tybalt. He wasn't doing anything dangerous, just throwing handfuls of cat food in the air, while I argued with BT on the telephone. I was shocked at my anger and felt overwhelmed with doubt about whether my decision has really been the right one for my children. By choosing to keep them at home, I have put pressure on all our relationships. They want to visit castles, look for dens in the forest, make towering cakes and paint rainbows on the walls. But hours out of every day seem to get eaten up in the endless cycle of sweeping the floor, replying to letters and washing clothes. And as I trudge through these chores, I ask myself: is this what I want for my children?
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Hero and her younger brother Tybalt
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Hero and her younger brother Tybalt
All right, hold it right there! Hero and Tybalt? T'is pity there's much ado about love's labors lost, Dr. Faustus! (If we're going to mix Shakespearean characters, why not mix playwrights, too?)
Enter the mother (and we're talking a mother of a mother), center stage: "Ah, regardez-moi! Shall I place my daughter and son before the madding crowd? Tybalt hath even designed a mummy thermometer for me to wear anon! and to tell him how cross I'm getting. He gave it to me as a present and it fits neatly into my iPod armband. When I press a button, it illuminates a series of red lights to show if I'm getting angry. One light is a bit cross and five means I am furious. He waxed damn near poetic whilst saying: 'At least I have some warning before your head pops off and you start screaming like a banshee.' Else, beshrew my heart, amen." Exunt.
Mommy Dearest had nothing on this stage mother! I fear there shall be no taming of this shrew!